so/sx 9w1
They want to contribute something new and
passionate to society, but feel like too much of a social nonentity to do it.
They may view themselves as 4ish due to issues around uniqueness, but these
issues only arise because of how aware they are that others possess a sense of
self, which only reinforces the 9's sense of nothingness....Since they know they
lack a strong self, they lack hope about contributing something original. They
resolve the quagmire either by spinning their wheels with fruitless and endless
self-examination hoping to discover something deep about themselves or by
conforming to various personalities and completely checking out. They are
dispassionate in general but can seem more passionate, sad, or lively because
they comply to a voice in the back of their head telling them how they should
react and what's appropriate. They know underneath how internally unaffected
they are. They are taken back by the possibilities of things they could imagine
happening without stirring a real reaction in them and find it disturbing to
think about how they could merge into anything... They can seem 7-like in their
draw to books, people, beliefs, and adventures, but they are drawn to these
outlets in hopes of receiving a sense of perspective and self. They have a nose
for unconscious structures and may create a new language around patterns,
themes, or archetypes in myths, traditions, history, and groups. They are easy
to mistype because they can seem to run fully on the 'software" or agendas of
different types. They may search for approval and validation like a 3, but
reject the approval once they get it as if wondering why they would be worthy of
admiration or attention in the first place. It's the 'agenda' 'software' itself
they are addicted to, not the result.
so/sp 9w1
They deeply care about their community's welfare and get
wedded to ideals and dreams in their imagination. They seek out responsible
positions in society and infuse the collective unconscious with an antidote
against cynicism. They spend their lives fighting off cynicism for the good of
the whole. More than anything, they are masters at bridging groups together for
the sake of compromise. Every advancement they make is reframed in their stream
of conscious as 'we made' "they did" 'we did.' They view the collective as
having a responsibility to put an end to poverty and other social ills and get
testy when harmony is disrupted by politics and special interests....They hold
the 'we" "them" "whole" to high expectations, but they don't feel like enough of
an entity to impact the greater good. They look for transformational leaders to
merge with...They may try too hard to hint at the similarity between them and
whoever they are merged with, sometimes appearing wooden in their drawnout
monotone rambling. They identify with compromise and peace to an extent they
lack a spine for conflict and seem overtly soft, preferring to leave
confrontational action for others...They'll take it on the chin even when the
most pragmatic course is to hit back...as they believe that everyone is willing
to sacrifice for the sake of harmony. They are shrewd at using their social
capital to mobilize others into doing what they lack the motivation to do
themselves....They never feel the whole so fully as when people with opposing
views compromise. A good compromise helps solve their 'nothingness' issue and
fills them with an appreciation for existence...
sp/so 9w1
They are the most persona non gratta 9w1s.... They have a
warm, gentle and diplomatic feel about them as if nobody is home. Their presence
is wimpy and resigned, but occasionally they might erupt in a burst of gut truth
like somebody sliding head first into home plate. They sometimes take testy,
tough, and immoveable positions with relatives.... But inevitably resign
themselves.They can have an unassuming ambition and fall into depression or
bouts of despair not having yet made a mark...They are reliable reporters of
what's going on socially and are more stuck to people in their environment than
they let on. Unlike sp/sx 9w1, this stack sticks to their routines much longer
and more consistently in the details of their activity day in and day out, right
down to the conversations they have with people and the inflections and tones
they use in their voice. They are the most stabilized 9w1s. They may seem like
5w6 in their scientific orientation. But they are unshakeable idealists when it
comes to their sense of duty and social responsibility. They will do what's
necessary without fanfare but can seem cool and aloof as if it's all process.
They contain a social motor of willpower that lacks self-awareness. This same
aloofness can show up as an indifference towards the needs of family members
when they are under stress. They see how everything subjective is ultimately
swallowed up into nothing, giving them a long, long view of events. They know
when they can move the "templates" of reality forward through their unconscious
sense for which way the winds are blowing. But in doing so, they still retain
the detachment to narrate events as if they weren't the ones moving them.
sp/sx 9w1
They are the eyes and fingers of
the universe examining itself. They are most aware of how everyone is connected
indirectly through the swamps of psychic muck. They have a sense of adventure
and view the world as a playground where they can move beyond the biases of
their own ego by learning about the world around them. They learn about
themselves by learning about others and they want to grasp every interesting
person they encounter at the level of the unconscious....engagement isn't
exactly necessary but rather they have an extrasensory decoder for the
subconscious... They aren't burdened by social obligations, so their inner
aesthetic is a daily source of nourishment. Their internal repose slows things
down so they can get a better look and feel for the world around them....they
see the textures that others miss and can articulate the texture in a way that
taps into the electrical charge of reality. Their convictions and ideals are
more personal than sp/so, but also unshakeable. They cobble together their own
basic truths without the drag of social responsibility and embrace philosophies
as flexible as necessary to accommodate their personal epiphanies...they believe
that words and language are imperfect and childish tools to communicate these
truths and epiphanies. They feel truth can only be hinted at through aesthetics
such as art or film or music. They are drawn to and fascinated by the language
of the unspoken and believe this is where all the intentions of life spring....
They view words as primitive and utilitarian, and attune themselves to the
subconscious realm (under the spoken word) where it is impossible for people to
hide their inner being....They can resemble 5w4s in their grasp for subtlety,
but they are working at a more elemental level where nothing is purely true, but
nothing is purely not true. All expression is a distortion of the truth that
relates to the origin of the cosmos. Every act pertains to "god" "creation" the
"singularity." Even people's masks and false propositions are distortions of
this truth. They are more interested in the elemental forces that move events
rather than the event itself.
sx/so 9w1
They look for people who can spark
their passion and help improve them as a person... But once they begin to merge
with somebody they are passionate about, they become more hesitant about showing
their passion...This may look like disinterest, but it reflects the sensitivity
they have to separation. They want to avoid creating memories that could come
back to haunt them....so they may often break eye contact or go aloof as a
reflex to intense or romantic moments... The more they do this kind of thing,
the stronger they feel for the person. This type falls in love easily, but has
difficulty falling out of love and prefers not to let themselves fall out of
love. They stay in love with the world and people by living inside of their
fantasy world where they can maintain a relationship long after it ends....On
occasion, reminders may be powerful enough to break through their defenses and
remind them of what once was. The longer they put off dealing with their
negative feelings, the more they will continue to reexperience breakup years
after the fact....one dream can force them into a state of melancholy for days
on end....They may seek escape through other things like music...They usually
have a great ear for music and can learn instruments rather easily, and even
compose their own stuff. Their compositions are usually scattered across the
board from melancholy to absurd. If they can't find passion through a
relationship, they may look alternatively through a cause. They believe in doing
the 'right thing' and will protest the "wrong thing." They don't just want
connections with people, but a sense of solidarity with those who care deeply
about the same issues like they do. They have a soft spot for anything living
and defenseless, and can even seem "extreme" or "kooky" in their defense of
these things. In spite of it, they retain a shy, sweet, and gentle exterior with
a touch of autism.
sx/sp 9w1
This
typewingstack embodies the passion of sloth very well. They desire personal
development and enlightenment. However, their sloth is always one step ahead of
them. They know what they gotta do, but can't summon the motivation to do it.
They get more in touch with their own willpower later on in life. They do very
well in fields that involve listening and connection so long as they can get
their judgmental 1 wing under control. They have less drive for comfort and more
drive for intense experiences. These 9s can sit around and have long
conversations with people they hardly know in the strangest places and lose
themselves in ripples only the 9 is aware of. Their fractured identities can
also manifest in their living environment....i.e. some parts could be on the
warm and bright side while other parts are plain and unattended to. More than
other 9w1s, this 9w1 can virtually run on a fast and scattered autopilot for
long periods of time with virtually no productive activity. Depression and
self-destruction is not uncommon. They are most attuned to the sense that
underneath all the things they know they have to do and attain, there is an
essential nothingness at the core of existence, even of their own 'identity',
and this only further locks them into their narcolepsy. Afterall, becoming awake
would bring them to terms with this nothingness and that's not something they
want to confront. They don't usually have a social network to fall back on. They
idealize connections to such an extent that finding a friend is like searching
for a needle in a haystack.... They can wind up feeling completely numb, lost,
lonely, and longing for a blissful sense of completion that can only come from a
relationship. Perhaps this is why no 9w1 is more pushy and assertive when it
comes to merging. When they do, it's as if they are totally blind to any
boundary between themselves and the other. As they get older, they can grow more
guarded and less excited/open to the flow of experience.
